Why is it that I have to preface everything I say? It's like I am forever trying to keep the peace . . to pretend that nothing is wrong, that my feelings aren't hurt, that I will forget about it tomorrow.
The truth of the matter is ~ I have kept most of those pieces of irritation with me forever. Turning me into someone I really don't want to be.
But it's so hard to change. It's like the person I've become is the person I most did not want to be. Someone who held secret grudges. Someone who smiles on the outside and wishes on the inside that life had been different.
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